you totally made up for not showing yourself in the last 4 days. haha. that was probably the closest encounter we will ever have. if we were stuck in the elevator at that very moment, i'd come out of it the happiest person ever. i will not be traumatized even if i'm sort of claustrophobic. you were so close i can almost pinch your cheek and ( Read more... )

you popped me yesterday through msn. you were asking how i was. even if you knew i wasn't okay. i'd like you to think i am. i'd like people to think that i am. even i fool myself in believing that i am fine, i am doing great without you. i didn't want to reply but you still have that effect on me. i cannot deny. suddenly all i wanted was to ( Read more... )

malungkot ako nitong mga araw na ito. gusto ko ng housemates na makakausap ko araw-araw. na hindi magsasawa sa paulit-ulit kong kwento at reklamo sa aking buhay pag-ibig. hay, pag-ibig, may pag-asa pa ba ako?

it seems that there are things in this world that we will never get to understand. you just have to accept them for the way they are. as for me, i will never ever understand why some choose to ditch people who give importance to them the most, or why they could not care less if they lose people who love them as they are. i just don't get it. ( Read more... )

i watched the 2004 movie Closer for like the nth time. i haven't had the chance to catch it in theaters, only on HBO. aside from a gorgeous cast (read: Jude Law), the screen play was short, simple, yet it can evoke so much emotion. i can't get the Damien Rice's song out of my head. it just hits close to home.

"The Blowers Daughter ( Read more... )

hmmm...ano nga ba ang susunod pagkatapos kang sabihan ng 'i like you'? MU? kayo na?

kaso imbis na papunta tayo sa ganung direksyon, parang paatras ang nangyayari sa atin. at ang lungkot isipin na parang mas gusto mo ang ganito.

mali. dapat hindi muna ako nag-invest ng feelings sa iyo.